Mind of a Wanderer Pt.3

Here I am again. What is this now. Surrounded  by red, white and pink. Hearts everywhere, boxes of chocolates, teddy bears, and roses. And yet again no one in sight. This is really pissing me off. What is this some sort of sick joke? Is my mind laughing in my face. So friggin' what! So what if I am alone. So what if I'm on the outside looking in. I told myself that I don't care but I can't even believe these lies I am selling. I am just so tired of these tears. Men aren't supposed to cry for gods-sake. I can't help it if I cry. I hold back my feelings for no one. I won't go down like this though. Even if I spend this day alone I will show my love for someone. I will... what... slipping back to reality already... This... sucks...